How am I gonna tell him I like him without sounding so desperate? -___-
I miss my dad soo much. :( Even though I didn’t grow up with him, I am always going to be his baby girl. Right now I just wanna call him and tell him that I love him so much. That he’s the best man of my life. He’s my everything. This is why I hate it when kids in fb talk shit about their dad. G. Just be happy your dad’s with you. If my dad’s with me right now, I don’t think I would ask for anything else. I think my life would be complete. I can’t wait till I see him again. -____- I know he’s doing everything he can to be with us, his kids and I appreciate it. I love you soo much dad. Thank you for trying. I can’t wait to give you the biggest hug ever.
No sleep, no rest, no entertainment. Shiiiit I feel soo alone. Is this my purpose in life? I’m useless so I don’t deserve better shit? Why is my life like this? I’m trying soo hard but all the hard work seems unnoticed, not worth it. I don’t wanna give up. I wanna keep on going but if I have new problems to deal with every week, why the fuck am I here for? I wanna have a peaceful mind. I wanna start all over again. A good night sleep tonight, is that too much to ask for?
Going to smoke a blunt for my homie Ceejay.
Even if you hate me I still love you <3.
Exactly what I’m gonna do.
I already know I’m a fuck up. I don’t listen to anyone else but myself. I don’t respect my family. Shiit I hate them. Right now, my christian life is fucked up. I call on to Jesus when I need him but when I’m partying, idgaf about no religion crap. Honestly though, I still care about myself. Maybe not as much care but I want to change. I want to be a better person. I’m tired of fucking things up for myself. Its soo hard for me to start all over again ‘cause I’m already so caught up to not giving a shit at all. I want someone to be there for me and show me that my life is worth it. Yeaa, I am selfish. I don’t listen to my friends. I DON’T LISTEN TO ANYONE but I want to make an exception for someone who is willing to help me. Please mister! Please come and help me get my shit together.
Plans always get fucked up. Ugghh. Its whatever. I’m gonna be on a diff planet by myself tonight. Bye world.
Bitches in my house just makes me wanna be high 24/7. I swear when I graduate, I’m fucking OUT. I FUCKING HATE this HOUSE SWEAR.
I wake up everyday and don’t give a fuck about what other people say. I’m not careless; no. I’m not wild or even a hipster. I’m just embracing who I am. I don’t care what other people say about how I dress. I don’t care who I talk to. I don’t care who walks with me in the hallways. I don’t give a shit about anything. Everything and everyone’s the same in my eyes. We’re all created equal. I don’t care if you dress ghetto, emo, etc. I’m proud of you for expressing yourself. You shouldn’t care about the bs that other people say. Their life is probably miserable soo they want to make yours too. Look, if someone tells you, you don’t match, don’t hesitate to put that middle finger up and tell that person that his/her face doesn’t match with his/her personality.
